I am glad I am
not a Heyoka or I may have to answer to the Heyoka Society. As
it is I answer to Wakan Tanka! It's a much better proposition.
There is nothing to get in the way between me and Wakan Tanka,
no politics no distractions. I have been Kissed by the thunder
Beings more that once my teacher tells me, I believe I know the
times he is talking about. As for me actually being physically
struck by it, my teacher said only the dark ones (the evil
Medicine people) get Physically touched by it. I do have the
mark of the lightning, it is the real thing my teacher says, he
says some people have a man made mark but mine is the real
thing. Some Society's "make people take the mark" he told me. As
for what is this medicine? It's Lightning Medicine! My true
teacher Ordained me a Part of the highest order of Medicine
People on the face of the Earth, of which Native Americans are a
part of. My teacher said "I was born with the gift". I say
Medicine people because men AND women are apart of this. The
apprenticeship I did took 10 years! He said had I not been born
with the gift it would of taken 30 years! It is very big
medicine, all of this is. Some times when word of things people
have witnessed reach some peoples ears they get angry with me,
My teacher says it's jealousy, envy, It is really hard to deal
with, the politics. "You can't unless we say you can" people
tell me. I don't answer to the people, I answer to Wakan Tanka!
People also tell me "we say who's the medicine man". People
forget their place. It is not people who dictates who's the
medicine man, it is Wakan Tanka (Creator), because only the
creator has the wisdom to know when, where, why and how the
medicine will be needed. There is so much politics and control
surrounding "medicine". I've endured a lot of criticism from
every angle around this issue. I try not to let it distract me
from the work of Wakan Tanka. I try to keep my focus on Wakan
Tanka, he will always see me through.
I love Wakan
Tanka!
JL: On the insert
on your CD it says Lightning Bolts teacher has been quoted as
saying "these ways have been given to us to be passed to others
and people who complain about people giving away medicine
secrets know the least, for only by giving it away do you truly
get to keep it"
Anyone who knows
anything about medicine knows these are the words of Frank Fools
Crow. The famous Lakota medicine man. Are you saying Fools Crow
was (is) your teacher? Isn't this a form of sacrilege or heresy
to say a deceased medicine man is your teacher?
Tommy Lightning
Bolt: YES! That is exactly what I am saying. Some people will
probably consider this sacrilege, and yes some people will
consider this heresy.
That is not my
problem. They thought that the person who said the earth was not
flat was a heretic, they also thought that about the person who
said the earth revolved around the sun no the other way around,
they also said the same thing about the person who said the
earth was not the center of the Universe. And on and on...
People who understand any thing about spiritual energy
understand that NOTHING dies, It only changes form. Look at what
they say of the Dalai Lama, They say that is the same spirit but
different body, he has been doing this for centuries, who knows
how long. Regarding Fools Crow, I asked my teacher "how did you
cheat death". He replied "no matter what happens don't ever let
go of #1". I said to him "Grandfather creator)"? He smiled and
with a twinkle in his eye he said "that's right"! The night he
revealed himself to me, The same night he recognized me as a
part of their order of medicine people, when I realized who was
sitting in front of me my skin crawled and the hackles on my
neck stood on end! I
asked him "if you are Fools Crow, then where did Coyote go"? He
replied, "Coyote was never here...I have a thousand faces".
Later that night
when I shared this news with the Cherokee woman I was with at
the time, She said the sensations I experienced were "the signs
of the presence of a powerful spirit...powerful"! I have spoken
with other people who have said that Fools Crow has come to
different people in different times, some people believe what I
am saying. People have seen the results of the Gifts he has
given me. He came back and passed me the Spiritual, the last
apprentice he had only got the physical, he was going to pass
them what he passed me till he realized they were only in it for
the songs. Fools Crow has recognized me as his highest
apprentice. If people think that this is "heresy" Let them. They
can't change anything or stop the will of Wakan Tanka.